Yeah!!! Praise e Lord!!!

wowz todae got a powerful and exciting svc... had a great worship... it seriously moved me... though i sang those songs so mani times... it still impacted my life a lot...wish i had e money to buy those albums... still.. my pockets r empty ='(

Yeah next week is The Rise and Build Campaign... cant blieve its so fast... maybe im not really completely prepared...still thinking wad i can do for e church... starting work seems out of e qtn..no experience and parents forbid currently..and now holidays.. how do i get pocket money... i jus heard from my mom she would giv like $3 a day to save.. guess those might help...and i think im gonna start to fast.. if possible... to save money for e church.. dat way i can also grow slimer.. im soooo fat...

But i still owe my dad quite a sum of money.. like $60.. dat put me into a difficult spot.. but im sure God ll show me e way.. definitely..
then got so mani cca stuffs to handle during e holi... And!!! still got somemore... Mdm sharifah gave an assignment to go for competition at March... wah lao... im gonna die under stress...

Cant believe i still hope to slide pass dis 1 like wad i did all e yrs... 'jus slack and see wad happen next'.. dat normally wad i thought abt whenever i do something..

Ok OK back to e church stuff...todae also got a classical orchastra perform by members of e church.. nice music.. great work of art!!Then continue e usual Sun svc...

After Svc I, Benedict and Charles went together to make-up cellgroup and conference room1...Then ended at abt 1.40pm.. and dats alrdy late for Prayer Meeting... Rush there asap...then rejoined e group.. and there were so mani ppl... first time see every space in the hall being filled up...

Then prayer meeting starts... we prayed and prayed.. for working adults to children... if i rem correctly this is my very first time i continue praying for more than 45mins...and also my first time i spoke in tongues for abt dat amount of time... felt e presence of God immediately..=)..But i had to leave early cause i got to meet my parents at Marina Sq...

Met Victor along e way in e Mrt to Marina Sq..chat till i reached Marina Sq... Met my parents at some part of Marina.. and started shopping... Yeah!! bought a few things... a hp strap which detects sms incoming, A new pair of sneakers which i longed for a long time, a pair of jeans and a sweater... cool... all new clothes haha..=)

Now at home blogging lor... nth to do.. i think i go watch e Madallion...cool show...ok dats it for todae...jus happy for todae... and hope tomo ll continue to be e same...

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Day of Remorse

Todae is e day of results...woke up suprisingly early... then ate breakfast... Got rdy to school... i reached there abt 7.30.. and also e first in queue... met Du lao shi preparing e room...

Got back e result slips and show to my Dad... he was upset to see e results.. as usual.. says i can do better... and somemore say he could do better than me.. dat angered me...after dat i didnt talk... fuming all e way... Du lao shi help me a little... comliment on my CL.. say got good improvement... still.. 3 sciences fail... dat cant change e topic..

hiaz.. all e way home hear my dad nag and nag... i jus look out of e window... trying to ignore... got home immediatly sleep.. dun wan any1 to interrupt my peace...

told e cell group ppl i dun feel like going to cell group meeting todae.. so depress until i didnt do anything throughout e morning.. jus stare at e sky...so sori e348...i dun wan any1 to see me in this state...

sleep a lot todae... after 4pm i started to feel better....then played games for a while..Later i guess i jus watch some movies to cheer myself...Tomo Svc gotta be on my best smile.. to make up for todae's remorse...hope to cya soon =)

something lost is a something gained

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Day 1

Woke up at 6.30... and realised theres no school... hiaz.. close my eyes and fell alsleep again... at 11am .. i dragged my reluctant body out of e bed... Yeah! todaes marks e first day of e holiday... finally can expect more sleeping hours..

Todae woke up.. ate lunch - breakfast..then lie down again... watch e clouds from my window.. then bath.. go out to meet Maurice, Kenny, Joyce, Hui Yu, Jia Xin.. at Aljunid mac.. then go to Macherson CC play Badminton..

I totally suk at Badminton... forgot how to play liao.. last time touch it was sec1... some more no strength... Joyce and Kenny... both e stars of e game... pro sia.. Joyce won Kenny... rest of us r so-so standard...Jia Xin most pro... surf e shuttlecork then e racket also went wth it.. after dat Jia Xin left first for Tuition.. then at 5.30 we packed up and go home... Joyce and Hui Yu ate at Mac...

Go home nth to do... thus played e PSP lor... i guess this is how im gonna spend e holis... eat laze stare play sleep.. boring but quite relaxing.. =) dats wad i like abt my life.. hahas

'Y being friends wth u is so hard...' no matter how much i think of it, i cant find no answer to it.. pls let go all e pain i hav cause...

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Waking from this terrible dream i always been in...

Cant believe this dream...its always been in me for a long time alrdy...can sae its since mid yr...how i wish this terrible dream would fades away...
In this dream.. i saw this special person starts to disapper from my life.. like a fade like dat... its freak me out a couple of times..and this often woke me up from my sleep...

it somehows reminded me how important i hav to cherish my pals and this person... kinda like a freaking reminder in my life...it shook me wth so much power i felt i had to do something abt it.. i had to prevent it from happening..
starting from now,i ll change... changes dat hav to be made in order to prevent this crisis in my life...

then i woke up at 6.30 after dat terrible nightmare.. i was alrdy late.. i m suppose to wake up at 6.15.. but still manage to reach on time... I some how felt very awake and started to thing a lot of things regarding my awards and PEc... i haven done much things abt them.. hiaz gotta chiog on it... Then rem abt sec 1 games.. and i thought todae is the day... so i stupidly bought the present in the morning in a rush at e 7-11....then i realise i made a mistake on e dates when i got to school.. its suppose to be tomo...no choice... got to keep in the teacher lounge...hiaz

then hav assembly... usual things.. then go to hall watch Oliver Twist musical... quite nice... i nvr watch the story b4... haha...lasted for 2hrs +... then went for recess... but i played basketball wth mau and ben and rest..n1 sia.. manage to score 1 in mani hundreds of tries in this month...hahas i must realli suk in basketball... but ppl comment me on my taking e ball from ppl... haha i got to work hard on it to keep up my standard..

Then have a sec3 debate after recess... quite sian.. topic was on " Singlish should or should not be banned in school"..another topic dat keeps on being talk by ppl...F3-4 vs H3-2... looking at e situation... obviously e winner is alrdy known... F3-4 hav 2 very good speaker and hav experiences in debating finals...
whereas H3-2 doesnt look they can beat F3-4...and the audience keep on bombing on F3-4... and they can really ans very well.. this hav to impress the judges alot...after dat e obvious winner became e winner in e end...

After dat.. when back to school to do some Awards stuff and PeC things.. then left for home..Nthing to do.. so continue e korean drama... and so touching... =') haha... then sleep and think abt e dream again..such an impact to my life.. i think i wont be able to forget it for a long time...

Tomo pls everything go well... my first assignment for PeC... and hav to be graded... hiaz.. sad and tiresome life im fated to hav.. whereas i wish simpily a relaxing and peaceful life...If time would go back... i would definitly do e rite thing.. and wont commit e same mistake.. OK gtg sayonara!

If im back in the past.. wat would i hav to do to prevent such bad states we r in now.....given a chance.. i will hesitate no longer than to sit here regreting of the painful past...

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Sicked...

Hiaz... todae fell sick... so sad... gotten sore throat and flu maybe due to e haze..
Its been like this since Tuesday.. jus gotten worse this morning... sneeze*

Stayed at home todae... Miss todaes Svc.. but thankfully!! I watched it on live broadcast... Its abt Abraham and how he gotten his success...then stupid pop ups came and hang it.. make it no sound.. then hav to restart it 3 times geez...

Then also didnt go to A maths tuition... hiaz.. I tink im gonna get a scolding liao.. didnt get e expected results for my maths paper...( B3- supposed to be A2 )hiaz...

Todae played the com around afternoon... sian 1 then get bored.. back pain.. feel dizzy...all these stupid illness get in e way... rest lor.. watch Tv... until 6pm..and still feel so sick...

Y.... y must i fall sick during this period of enjoyment... so frustrated... hiaz maybe tomo i might not go schl tomo...gonna miss ever1 again...hiaz..Cough*..

Gotta go now..Rest Rest Rest... getting tired...

Looking back at the past.. Regret and remorse lingers .. so sori abt it.. hope u have alrdy forgiven me...

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Bowling Bash

Todae went to bowling wth e Cg.. and other cg also...And it was so much fun..=D.. Hiaz todae suppose to bring Gab go there 1 but in the end he couldnt make it.. I woke up very late todae.. abt 10.30.. then wake up, eat, then watch the Princess Hrs.. until 12.. then bath then on my way to Bukit Batok.. So far.. totally opposite areas of Singapore..

Reach there abt 1.30 and waited for the rest to come... Then met bro Damian first.. Chat a while then Val came.. soon more ppl come.. Damian played the new game i jus bought and he got realli engross wth it.( He is also a fan of Bleach )

We left the Mrt around 2.30 to West Wood Club.i tink..There was humungous.. also got Billard and Wave swimming pool.. looks so fun.. Then we entered the Bowling centre.. and also so big...We change to the bowling shoe and made groups for playing later.. We, the 5 person group - Charles, Damian, Me, Yu Ling and Naomi( according to the playing order ) settled at no. 9 alley.

First Try for all the team members (7-0-0-0-0).. so freaking disappointing..
then started to score slowly..Then on form. start to score 7-9 pts range..

Bro Charles was like consistant.. very calm.. and score almost all the time.. looks quite professional. He also broght his friends along.. cant rem names well... hiaz
Bro Damian brought his bowling ball.. he also hav some experiences..but he did not score well during the first round.. cause i tink his bowling ball was too slippery and always curve to the left too much..

Me ar... dun reallu wan to boast abt todae.. got highest in the group.. super tyco nia... i like their 11pound ball.. my lucky ball i supppose... score maybe 2 strikes and 1 split..Then Sis Yu Ling.. okok.. did pretty good at e end.. and i tink she scored 1 strike if i rem correctly..Finally Sis Naomi... hiaz feel so sad for her..she got not very good scores..maybe dats her first time playing bowling..but she can do even better next time.Cheer up=)

OK. so basically jus bowled for the whole afternoon.. Damian was realli in to playing the Bleach Game... but he got e hang of playing it... keeps getting better at playing..

Jonathan and Jing Ru from f3-4 also come wth Elicia for todae. After the game.. we were on our own.. most of them when for dinner.. but i and Damian went hme.. me got family dinner wth relatives and Damian no money..

We played the PSP (again) in the Mrt.. Then Damian left at Raffles Place to go Toa Payoh..Reach home bath eat then now on com.. hiaz wad to do...

Tomo Svc ll be another exciting 1.. Theres Ben and Jerrys Ice cream.. yeah!!=)
and dats mainly for the new friends we ought to bring..haha.. so i end this post here.. Nites=)

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Temasek Polytechnic

Todae my class went on a trip to Temasek polytechnic to view the workshops provided.. My class was in the Podcasting session. There the building campus was large.. so tall yet so wide...

There our class gathered in 1 of the lecture rooms and listen to 1 of the lecturers abt I.T and the future Singapore.. they also show some videos abt it.. and it was great!.. Then we proceeded to the Podcasting room...

There we learn abt Podcasting, and how interesting it is.. We were taught how to create a podcast in our small groups.. For two hrs, it was quite enjoyable..
Then 2 teams presented their podcast to e class... Abe team 1 was a funny stories of Mutthu Curry, and Xuan Li team did an encouragement for those who got moderated or retained..

Learning how to get podcast from internet would be great cause i love to hear Mr Brown's Podcast.. so now i noe how to get them.. haha..

Then it was dismissal time and everybodi went on their on ways..I went wth Gab and e rest to Lan again-_-.. but in e end was quite fun... at least i finally not last on e list.. haha so proud of it=).. after dat went home lor.. did nth but watch Princess hrs DVD... jus started a new series again..

Yeah!! tomo going on Cell Group to Bowling.. haha although i bowled jus last week...its gonna be fun...Looking forward to it..haha

Wah.. so late liao... gtg and sleep.. Oyasumi mina-san..

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Finally!!


Yeh! Got the new game finally!! Bleach *Heat of the Soul 3*.. so fun...
Yesterday went Marine parade veri early to get e game...its worth waiting for!
52 characters to unlock now instead o the previous series, which onli hav 9 characters...

Played lan wth Gab also yesterday... quite fun lar... good game in almost all matches..Then went home to try the new game! PLayed for the rest of the day till abt 2am.. siao 1 me... Unlock a lot of characters liao and veri veri fun.. especially Byakuya and Ishida.. lots of improvements on it.. and the main character. Ichigo had a bankai form at start.. woohoo trash ppl.. haha

Yesterday no time to play com.. as i was playing the game =) and also cannot blog the thing yesterday.. Todae wake up very late almost noon... and still sleepy.. played again then do abit of BB stuffs.. then now using the com.. hiaz onli two hrs to use... Ltr also got drum i tink... and most probably i ll be playing the Bleach again at nite.. IM NOT ADDICTED. Haha=)

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Nthing to Do


aww...todae sucks.. shouldnt hav come to school.. theres nth to do.. no P.E.. all stay in class having meetings wth the subject teachers.. Super Sian ar!!

Gab beside me kept on playin the PSP.. Most ppl sleep.. some chat.. overall still sian...Then played Basketball wth Mau, Gab, Kenny, Cai Xing, Jaryll and Jia Hui.. no score for me.. quite disappointing..=(...

Coming to e end of the day.. got this talk on Ways to keep apperences good... ok ok lah.. didnt fall asleep..Then gave some prizes for answering qtns... Gab bei hao bai.. onli guy getting the stuff( its free )...

After dat we went play lan for 2 hrs.. quite fun.. Rasta pawn Robby's head a lot of time.. so happy..=) but after dat i lost on 5v5 match cause my team no teamwork.. Especially Gab see i in trouble nvr help.. somemore beside me!! So Mad during dat game.. but it ended well i got some kills and finally didnt go bottom of e list.. Then i left lor.. no money..

Watch some Korean dramas again and finish the Sassy Girl series todae..Then went for A maths tuition from 7.30-9.30pm.. then all tired so blog a while..

Tomo going to Marine Parade buy 1 PSP game.. Yeah!! most probably Mau ll noe wad i ll buy.. hehe..also go play lan wth Gab again.. and this time to make sure he got his retribution.. haha=D..

Well im so tired.. Gt to sleep now... Jaa! Sayonara

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Worship

Todae i went to e usual Sun svc at CHC. Went for make-up session as yesterday miss out due to e BB outing..

Meeting was on Pupose in life. Our cell group leader gave us some tips on making our lives a more purposeful and useful life and encourage us to think abt e future us..

Then we made our way to the Expo hall for e Sun Svc at about 9.30.. Chat there for a while wth the cell group members..then it started!

Todae ended quite late and after dat we celebrated Bro Charles 18th birthday!, which is suppose to be on 17 October.Happy Birthday Bro Charles!!Then got to go home lor.. celebrate my bro( sibling) birthday which is todae.

Had dinner at Roxy square Thai buffet wth my grandma and some relatives.. Ate another buffet again two days in a row.. hiaz bloatted again...Got to work out to burn those calories =)..

Tomo got school again.. woohoo got to meet friends again.. stay at home veri boring 1...Looking forward to tomo P.E.. hope got basketball hehe..

So late liao gt to sleep soon (10+pm) wa~ time flies... ok sleep liao byes=) sayonara~!

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Enjoyable Outing

Todae was one veri exciting day!! Todaes B.B(Boys Brigade) went on company outing. We assembled in school and hav a small briefing on holiday program.. veri boring..

Then we went to bowling at Lavender by bus. There was a section nearly half the whole bowling centre was booked for us.. very fun and exciting.. nvr played bowling since.. erm .. i tink shld be june holidays.

Luckily still got some skills of playing it. Got a total of 128 for score. Although my team didnt win.. i got to noe some ppl whom i nvr spoke to b4..

After dat.. we went out downstairs sat down on 1 spot.. then move 2 times because cause problems to e public. (we were abt 45 ppl crowding)Then had some more of Holiday briefing and prize presentation..

Then abt 2+, we went to Phoniex Hotel to hav buffet or called 'High Tea'. Ate till so full, my stomach bloatted.. There was also the place our company had a formal company dinner and i became corporal there last yr.. remed those days~..

We played this stupid guessing number game and e 1 guessed correctly must eat some stupid gross thing. mixed by some of my friends. Hiaz sui sui kana me.. ate it but taste ok ok so jus finished quickly.. some were surprised.. lol =)

Then they got some Program meeting wth almost the company then later dismissed. I and some ppl when play lan for a while.. Haha got 'Unstoppable'. So happy.. Gab finally died undered me haha.. Nvr forget dat moment...

Woah Wrote so much liao.. still so fun.. maybe i would like 2 go if such outng was plan again... Ja! Sayonara! =)

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Relax at Long LASt

Friday.. somehow i love fridays.. its always like the end of schooldays of the week... but some how todae feels wierd...
Maybe is because theres no school...

Todae woke up pretty late.. Then lay around watchin Korean Shows.. Somehow i become addicted to Korean Dramas.. hiaz..

Todae Gessle came to my house to play com.. he nth to do 1... PLayed some o2 Jam and made it first onli on Fly Magpie song.. i tink dats my onli song i can play dat well... tried some other new songs but still faired ok ok 1..

Played maple for a while.. so long nvr play maple got this new skill thingy and i add wrongly.. hiaz.. some stupid guy todae came and ks my spot and still say i ks him... bloody idiot.. cant believe such a person existed... I also found a white pilette or something lah.. Its for bowman lvl 40 after killing some zombie mushrooms in less than 8 mins... So happy =)

Dunno wad to do tomo.. Got so mani things Conrad's birthday, BB outing till 6 i heard, and cell group.. hiaz this world nvr slow down...then still got so mani Awards stuff to handle... hiaz this relaxation doesnt last long... Oh ya im going to Korea this holiday..Hope nth goes wrong wth North Korea.. maybe i ll buy some things back... and onli giv to those who tag me on the tagboard.. haha so do tag me!. =) well gtg sayonara mina!!

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Finally... the day of freedom is here...

got to use the com again... todae came the joyous occasion of mani express stream classmates..
The final paper todae.. Physics, somehow i dont tink i can pass this 1... inconfidence in myself again..

I had place an answer i dun tink i can be sure it wld be rite...most probably i could lose up to nine marks for dat qtns ='(..

After dat i went go play lan wth those dota freaks until 4.. quite fun though.. nvr felt so fun playing lan for so long... after dat i walk home from there...

After dat i watch some korean dramas... quite interesting leh... good plot..but still got love and all sorts...-_-"

Then i went back to my weekly drum lessons... play some beats and make fun of my teacher. haha dat was fun.. after all of dat.. i went hme to use the com lor...

Tomo no schl.. woohoo!! GOOD REST for 2 whole day( Sat and Sun got things )
still dunno wad to do tomo...maybe sleep for really long could be a good idea... i would like to do dat...

maybe i could consider wad i shld do next yr...dunno y but suddenly felt i had to think abt it...
Hiaz.................................................. maybe i shld sleep... think less, live more....

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally the last paper of this dreaded period... yohoo can finally rest wthout thinking of anything else..

Todaes Emaths was a failure throughout my past examination... cant believe i lost 17 marks... 17 marks!!! im going to get slaughter...

Bio todae was quite simple to understand... though i cant answer some qtns lah...hiaz still i made a stupid mistake... that whole leaf qtn can jus throw in to the dustbin... Mesophyll write something kuai kuai 1... 6 marks... jus like dat gone...

After exams i went on the bus then met those bunch of dota freaks still playing lan at this period.. saying " Let's go relieve".. of course i didnt go... i went home and watch some tv then sleep till dinner...

i guess dats my life... eat, sleep, daze, ... quite relaxing though...=)

after exams... i have more work to do... cca and stuff... cant believe dat i had so mani things haven do... im jus gonna suffer like during this period again...

maybe tomo i gonna blog again...Jaa! sayonara!

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

WoWz~Todae's Sun SVC was superb!.

Also got 2 noe more brothers and sis..although I noe them 4 a while liao but nvr spoke much..

Thx Bro Charles, Damian and Victor for givin me a sense of belonging todae!.

Hiaz Sis Elicia & Naomi didnt came todae..Elicia cause her grandma passed away(my condolences) & Naomi cause of exams(Gambatte!)

Todae also gave all mine allowence to e offering.Feel kinda sad but great..well dats 500% of my supposed offerings =)

Well gotta cut short, tomo still hav exams.Do ur best!

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

EXAMS~

So Stress..

I studied for more than 3 hrs Todae... Feel Kinda proud of it.. Cause i nvr Studied more than 2 hrs
Most probably is because dats y i could get a chance to use the com...
Finally an hr of peace and enjoyment...



Todae i didnt go out wth my PArents.. cause i woke up V. late ..abt 11 like dat..
Then Samual came wth Bibek and Kah Wai wantin me to charge marcus PSP...quite funny though.. my dog, Sparky, came at them & kept on hugging onto their legs.. and is 1 after another..
Finally i opened e door and they ran out.. haha..


I spend my early afternoon reading some comics and it inspired me to continue my revision.. cause the main character is also Studying so hard to get to his U..after dat.. i studied half of the chem book..wrote notes( i hate riting notes but somehow i did =] ).. until dinner..

hiaz this is my first ever longest blog... hope some1 might see it...

oh ya... the weather is really bad todae... saw the sky sooo foggy.. cant see my fav. clouds =(
hope it ends soon....

ok time to end it... gtg buai!!

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Finally... e day of trial has arrived. I somehow do not feel dat stress
maybe its because i relax too much..
But i realli wan to pass this exam... I felt like I knew everything...
but of course I don't..maybe this feelin could be stress...

May your light shine...
in the darkness...