Sunday, July 29, 2007
A tourist of Singapore..
hello.. as said on previous post i ll be staying at e swissotel of 1 night haha.. actually its not e swissotel.. its Raffles Hotel Plaza.
went with cg to go bowling in e afternoon.. then due to some events held there and had to wait till 3pm.. so while waiting we walked around marina sq.. then bowled for 1 game.. Despite me noeing little of how to bowl properly.. i still got e highest score -_-.. haha.. but it was fun.
after that rushed for svc and luckily jus in time after e first song... then as Pastor Mike Conners going to preached i had to leave but i stayed for a while longer jus to hear a bit of his preach.. then i head to Raffles city to meet up with my parents..
had snacks b4 dinner and soon e National Day Preview was at its peak and there came e spectacular display of fireworks.. but too bad it was mostly covered with e smokes that it itself emits -_-.. so from e room its blurry.. when it ended then my family head to e foodcourt for dinner and after that went to buy berverages for e night.. well after dat wasnt much but do hmwk and watch Discovery Chnl..
in the morning had breakfast at BK and went back to complete e work..after dat went for buffet and was feeling hungry and almost particularly moody.. so i went home first.. chat with dear ah gong and slept for an hour.. just had dinner and now waiting for a miricle to happen.. sigh.. this crazy world..
I yearn deeply to be yer gurdian angel... jus like u are to me..
Friday, July 27, 2007
Awaken from my dreams.. there i saw yer image fading from my head
darn.. been having dreams lately and they arent good.. this dreams cant be differenciated from nightmares and ordinary prophercy of my future..
this few days hav been up and down.. here and there high low in mood.. darn why am i like this..T.T test have been cropping up this week and so must study but thankfully its over liao.. next week only left with maths and geo test haha..maths i shldnt be a problem but wads bothering me shld be physics and chem.. these two subjs are e 1s i cant guarantee a A for them..
today went off early and planned to go to Bugis but ah gong dun like me going there while she is there so no choice.. left with Bobba and yq to Tampanis.. i rather suffer not being to see her than to see her angry with me and ignoring me for sometime.. went to Tampanis and went seperate ways with e 2 girls and went to second floor and stone for 15 mins, i mean practically stone there though thoughts filled my mind most of e time.. then went up to look for stuffs and head for popular to buy a file which i hav been eyeing.. wanted to buy this at Bugis 1.. sigh.. nvm~
after that went to Mac to eat Alone.. ( my lonely shopping trip T.T ) then thought alot while eating.. ideas, comments, and feedbacks all came rushing to my head.. automatically i went up and head back to popular again and buy more stuffs relating to my ideas.. then as i walked out.. saw yq, Bobba and yq's sis walking in and wave goodbye and went off home..
henceforth my lonely journey has ended.. went home and slacked and now still slacking.. tml Im going to be a tourist of Singapore. yay! my hotel ll be Swissotel of Raffles. can see e fireworks display from afar.. hohoho.. ll be interesting tml haha.. so thats all i can say today cause Cheng hui is bugging me to play Granado Espada with him then hope can shat with ah gong later.. pls pls pls make it happen.. haha..Jaa~
a contrast of sadness and emotionless..
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Im not hurt.. But why am i feeling so much pain...
sigh.. okay i still dun get it why im feeling so down and pain.. my mind seems so wrecked up.. my heart seems distorted.. and my body feeling like im being split apart a thousand times.. wad is this.. even i cant explain it to myself..
Today woke up early to go for AKLTG. Got a good start and was kinda hyper this morning.. well seemingly i participate every activity with lots of fun.. kinda feel this weeks atmosphere was much conducive than last week.. had lots of fun today i guess and i got a few songs from Woei Tang today haha.. he keep on saying the songs ll be suddenly be in mp3 mysteriously and unknowningly.. i dun get wad he meant till he kinda explain literaly.. haha.. it means when he transfer no 1 ever noes this happen.. haha..
after class head down to Bugis MRT and head with my animal instincts to SIM LIM SQUARE.. I dun noe e exact location at first haha.. supposely im heading to e store Mr Loh introduced.. but e shop hotline not working then i gave up and head for SIM LIM instead.. Wow.. it was quite full and lots of sales going on.. Browse through e gaming shops to look for Gundam Seed Renku vs Z.A.F.T Portable.. and FINALLY its found!! finally my long awaited game and made me spend time brooding over e Wed pathetic search day.. its finally here!! well $75.90.. kinda burn a hole in pocket.. but i hav no hard feelings.. E worst thing could ever happen was leaving SIM LIM disappointed without e game once again.. so i bought it giving my saved money and received it.. wow.. still gotta try e game whether it works on David PSP which cant be upgraded due to it s piracy protection.. but thankfully its within e version of e PSP and i can play!! yay!! haha..
OK went home after dat and bath, eat and started playing e game, did some physics WS and back to e game again.. cant be helped im excited in playing e new game haha.. As a Gundam Fanatic.. this is completely natural=) haha now manage to read ah gong's beautifully crafted post and it makes me sad to see ah gong online once a week.. Pity.. ah gong i ll think something for ya so ya can do yer blog as and when..=)
still even though today is a happy day with all e bombardings of joyful activities.. lurking somewhere lies my emotionless feeling.. slowly.. i cant help but be plauge by it.. I wonder for a such a long time.. and it came to a conclusion......
...that I dun hav much time with ah gong left..
so wad am i feeling sad and pain abt?.. Probably I miss ah gong..to a very very great extend..
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Flag Day
hihi.. nth happen this week except being emo all e sudden.. dunno wads wrong with me.. haha
ok so lets see today woke up early to beat ah gong in waking up and to prevent her from doing work so early in e morning.. Qtn: who ll do work so early in e morning before heading to destination? well she is 1 of those crazy work fanatic ah gong.. haha.. uniquely smart haha.. but in e end hohoho.. she couldnt wake up! haha.. must be my doings haha.. yay mission successful!
went to meet maurice at Aljunid MRT and went there quite late ba.. Gomen..then saw Phyllis, Aver, Selina.. but went off with Mau and Phyllis.. then saw YH, Eunice and Wei Ru at Kallang as e train zoomed past..
reached there was so crowded liao other ppl oso there gathering, slowly our school ppl arrived and e gila except e crowned king isnt there yet.. she came shortly after.. then our school ppl like slack or kana stone there for 15 mins then slowly went to collect e tins. it was 2 per tins so i and jaryll pair up and went off.. ah gong and e rest of e ppl all went in pairs so i oso did e same and went far east, then down to tanglin and to orchard mrt, collected a good sum of $20 approximately and jaryll went off to find David Q. and Zie Hao and im left alone.. so ah gong and yq kindly took this abandoned puppy and allow it to be with them throughout e time.. puppy is so happy=)..
see this puppy on e right? its so happy haha.. okay after that a rain came and we went to seek shelter and it stops again.. then back to work.. yq helped me collect while i assist ah gong to do yq and ah gong's tin. T.T when i weigh e diff, it was like stabbing me haha.. okay it was fun working with ah gong. she soo cute and funny~ haha.. then after giving e last of e stickers, wow it was a good feeling! haha.. so after that we decided to eat and met up with Joanne and Li Yun, but Bobba called and asked us back to e report area and return e cans.. we were dismssed from there and went home with ah gong and Joanne.. Mau was returning while i was leaving.. aaah he came too late.. then went home and slacked and prepare to go for church..
reached church late.. stupid me forget bible and train cannot board due to changing shifts.. but svc was definitely great. so long nvr went back to church but its still as good as ever.. after dat went home and bathe eat and now using com..haha okay gtg see ya
ah gong suteki... honto kawaii da ne~
Sunday, July 15, 2007
A day with at e CosFest 2007
Hihi.. sori forgot to post abt this..
July 14.. yay!!! the long-awaited Cosplay Event has arrived haha.. e whole morning was slacking 85% and eating e remaining %. Left for Pasir Ris MRT while ah gong.. jus got home to change to her cosplay! she was late again.. but nvm.. best things always comes e last rite? haha reached there and head for aircon in WhiteSands immediately.. Im wearing a sweater!! so hot T.T.. then head to hav my lunch at e foodcourt.. then head to meet Joanne at e MRT.. I spotted her from far.. and she haven spotted me.. i walked past her and she still haven seen me.. I stand beside her and she still still haven see me..-_-.. wow.. then use e ancient method.. a wave and a hello.. then she finally saw me. Diao.. so long then see me.. okay then we waited for e royal arrival of our dear princess in costume haha..
And there she is!! The beacutiful princes whose beauty surpass no 1 arrived.. man.. she looked so cute=) couldnt help smiling away.. she jus looked too cute~ haha.. then Joanne and ah gong went to toilet to put e wig and hop into ah gong's dad's car and head to Downtown East. we are so late.. reached there we were first greeted by ah gong's friend, Stellar, apparently she is cosplaying Stellar from Gundam Seed Destiny..
reached the spot for e gathering of all cosplayers.. here are some pics i took there..
ok nice right? not nice i box you ar.. haha jk
seeing ah gong doing cosplay tune on my passion for cosplaying.. actually i wanted to cosplay last time due to Naruto season.. then it died off.. now its being relighted and i wan to cosplay even more..haha.. after dat we went off and took ah gong's dad's car again to Eunos.. thx uncle!! Bye ah gong~! went home and do work while watching show and later chat with ah gong.. she was so sleepy.. can hear it=)
kk thats abt for that day.. I wan to go cosfest today but cannot T.T haha Jaa Ne!
ah gong~! ya look so cute!! my dear cutie is always so cute and pretty=)
Transforming lives
yo! Today woke up early as usual to go to AKLTG (Adam Khoo Learning Technology Group) for my 3rd lesson.. silence kills e atmosphere.. for e first half hour no one said much of a thing and after e break was slightly better haha.. did Physics Radioactivity mindmap and it was pretty much done.. haha.. after e woosh and off i went to Suntec to catch e Transformer show..
Finally e long-awaited Transformer is played in front of me.. E robots transformation was so real.. very beautifully done.. and Megan Fox is pretty hot looking haha.. but no one beats my personal favourite=) e story was quite nicely plan.. here and there got some laughing scenes and a lot a lot of destructions as e Autobots vs e Decepticons. well given another chance to watch i ll watch it=) but too bad.. time and chance not on my side..
after e show, my family went around walking and went grocery shopping at Carrefour.. then got some freebies my siblings wan and not inside e item and my mum lodge a complain.. sian.. after dat went home and cook udon for dinner.. today suppose to go to my mum's friend's daughter's birthday haha.. but didnt go.. simply my age group there is too far apart.. all small kids.. diao..
later ah gong ll be using e com!! yay!! finally~! this is a remarkable day.. hope she can use as long as possible..but tml is GB day haha.. get to see her in Uniform is a blessing=) haha.. okay.. go do work now while waiting for ah gong to online later.. Jaa-Ne~!
today so happy.. really so happy ah gong..=)
Friday, July 13, 2007
Melvin returns
Kombanwa~! today was quite a normal day except e adam khoo booster session at 2.30-5.30
hmm lets see.. ooh today my stupid bag kana water leak by e stupid pokka bottle.. e cap is tight and yet water is leaking from it.. die i got some papers, past yr O lvls maths paper and e Oral English booklet given by Mr Chia.. and e booklet suffered e most.. it was at e bottom of my bag where e water is accumulated..T.T im going to get a lecture from Mr Chia liao..
A maths finally finish sylibus.. finally revision for maths hohoho!
Chem.. I so frustrated with myself.. 12/30.. and i wrote some stupid extra words and my marks is flying away.. i could hav gotten 10 more marks if not for theses stupid mistakes.. argh!! e rest of e time from lunch to e workshop was moody.. till seeing ah gong relentlessly consoling me.. i felt much better.. then head there with ah gong and yq leading tagging mau along to e Bandroom which both me and mau were clueless abt..
Melvin cam back! haha.. still e same old goofy him and gradually my sadness evaporated from me. i wan his mp3 songs!! must ask Woei Tang whether can extract e songs from Melvin when he return to e Adam Khoo Centre.. haha.. basically the talk was a recap on e last session and to get up geared up for e O lvl war.
Went home waiting for ah gong and e girls and discuss shortly on e Cosfest tml.. feeling quite siao after e workshop.. played some lame jokes on her haha.. but it made me quite happy.. reason i can see her smiling and laughing and diaoing me haha.. Love it when she gives me e full-blown smile =D.. haha
went back home and ate, bathe and jus used com to send BB awards stuffs to my succeeder Joel.. quite poor thing.. i got 5 person team for my awards during my time of serving BB, now he got a 2 man team onli.. hope it ll go well..
Okay maybe tag boards and see some stuffs to dl and off to work haha.. Jaa Ne~!
ah gong~! Yer smile is brighter than e sun.. so warming and relieving..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Magics
hihi!! today was e same as usual.. PE was disrupted by e downpour and we had like 80 mins recess haha.. then sleepy physics lesson and learn e permutations.. haha after that wave goodbye to dear ah gong~ and went with Kenny, Dena, Yasmin and Jia Wen to meet Jonathan and Mau at Plaza Sing.. they went off much faster than us...
then went inside to watch Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix.. it was interesting and quite nice.. but still much a diff from e book.. Harry got his kiss from Cho!! haha.. how i wish that will happen to me in my situation.. if possible.. Voldermort was cool.. haha.. evilish cool.. e way he send back e spell was glass shattering.. and e glass really did shatter.. haha..
after dat went to hav dinner at e foodcourt and 4 person had Jap food.. Kenny had a big steamboat and Dena and Yasmin had Yong Tau Foo.. and walked around for a short while and went home.. whew.. e night sky is nice tonight.. seeing e first bright star upon e dark semi-clouded sky... ah gong came to my mind.. i wan her to see e scenery i saw...
reached home kana swept by ah gong with her magical broomstick through sms.. and jus blogged finish.. back to work now.. 2 days of slack and now i hav to work hard.. haha.. okay Jaa ne~!
ah gong.. ah gong.. ah gong.. ah gong.. ah gong.. ah gong.. ah gong.. wo hao xiang ni..
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
A truely slacking day~
ooh this is so not happening but today its like a free day haha..
today only official lessons ll be maths and chem in e morning.. after dat its slack and slack.. Mrs Thereasa didnt come today and yesterday and today and Mr Kee wasnt here.. so it was slacking time haha..
Yesterday went to e English remedial by Mr Chia and he was so funny... not a bad teacher i guess.. but e way he speaks and e hand actions.. it jus cant make me stop smiling and giggling away.. haha.. after dat waited for ah gong and sent her home.. she walk like The Flash speed.. not to forget my bulky bag.. i cant seem to catch up with her.. haha.. after sending to her condo i stroll home from there and rush tuition hmwk then head for tuition..
Yesterday was Eunice and my Dad's Birthday so Happy Birthday!! haha.. went home after tuition and slack reading a comic and guide dear sleepy ah gong into dreamland..
Today after SS remedial im suppose to head home myself.. but dunno why it turn back into sending her back again.. diao.. Yi Hui brought her inside e lift and ah gong went up 5 stories and walk down -_-.. then return my Cloning book to e library and stroll back to her condo.. as always.. I feel so happy when im with her=) then took a bus this time home.. went home and slack cause all hmwk done in school and now jus need to revise here and there.. so using e com to blog and convert animes into my mini tv..
well thats abt today.. Yay!! tml watching Harry Potter and e Order of the Phoenix!! Sneak Preview somemore!! haha.. hope it will not disappoint me like e previous show haha.. Jaa-Ne~!
ah gong.. a slight moment of thinking.. your image floods my mind.. I still like ya..
Saturday, July 07, 2007
A new side of life..
feeling better alrdy.. but still got this sad feeling at e bottom of my heart.. still there weighing my emotions sometimes..
well this week was quite fast going..and since its fast going.. nth much to blog abt haha..
Wed: stayed back in class to do maths qtns and wait for Mau, Kenny, Cai Xing, Joyce and Boa Tyng with Miss Ng.. then head home and my leg was hurting due to e intensive football game during P.E.. nvr played football in a long while so maybe this is e cause of e prob..
Fri : went to school at 10 am as apparantly e teachers wanna slack b4 e meet parents session for sec 1-3 in e afternoon.. so I met up with e girls of e class and Mau at Mac.. and me being e first.. as always.. and always always... then went to school to hear e VP announcing e jokers using e lift.. but it still keeps bothering me.. Y on earth did we pay e building fund for e school.. if we tried to use e property which e students had paid partially and get punishment after dat.. its quite ridicules.. e school has our contribution though small.. Y cant we utilise e property.. example e lift?
after school 10 ppl.. Me, Mau, Jon, Jia Xin, Phylis, Dena, Gui Feng, Rachel, May Juan and e birthday girl Jia Qin to Marina Square's Swensens to celebrate Jia Qin's birthday.. well it was quite a slow journey to Swensens.. and i had to rush to my dental appointment at 4.. so basically as calculated.. i had 10 mins to eat and 35 mins to travel to Tanglin Shopping centre by 4.. and from this.. Swensen's is Not a fast food retail outlet.. and my chicken baked rice came at 10 mins later.. so no choice i had to rush things and decided to take a cab there.. wave everybodi goodbye and i went to take e cab which is jus abt to leave e drop off point.. had a conversation with e indian driver well he started to chat with me.. so i jus went along with him.. quite a friendly person..
took my dental and i had to rush home to prepare for elec. guitar class at 6.30.. so if ya not a dumb person.. ya would hav guess today is a one hectic day for me.. rush here and there.. guitar was fun.. well im a blur person who is unable to reach out for my guitar at home and start practicing it with my given schedule..so i always come inside rmbing only e basic and some here and there info.. after lesson.. went to e video shop at e basement of Katong Shopping centre and bought Death Note 2. Finally~!!.. then went home and start my glueing session on e tv.. Death Note 2 rawks! haha
then slept at 11 although i promise ah gong that i ll sleep at 1234 secs after e show and enter our dreamland.. but nope.. haha.. we sms till 11 plus and then i slept while she hav conversation with her business partner not in crime.. most probably is Yi Hui ba.. by reading my pie chart, flow chart, whatever chat.. and i count sheeps till and stars in e far far skies.. a silent whisper goodnight and plop.. im in dreamland..
today went to Marine Parade and had Mac then head to Zion lan with my bro.. and walk around Marine Parade after dat.. bought Magical Cyndi album, Photoshop CS cd and a new jap book haha.. hope i produce something out of this book haha..
went home and started to do Geo hmwk and complete it as soon as i can while of course reference from e tb.. okay now to try e new cd.. haha..
ah gong.. you mean everything to me in this cruel world.. ya are dat hand that revived me when im down.. and i ll continue to love ya forever
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Simply T.T...
sigh.. today back to school was so emotionless.. after 3 days of moaning.. soul searching.. sitting down at a corner.. rubbing e dits and dots of tears on my eyes.. now back to school without thinking much other than seeing ah gong.. hope shes still ok.. i dun expect her to forgive me instantly.. i jus wan her to smile again.. without stress and all e comfort with her friends.. even if i hav to be sadden and left at a corner of her heart..
sigh.. Tues with a chapel session.. i felt more comfortable when singing praise and worship.. certainly God's power is true.. it calms my heart from my grieves at dat moment.. well e pastor of e day did remind me to look positive in life.. hope this msg does reach her heart..
during CME period was slack.. here and there small groups are formed and doing their own stuffs.. even Mr Kee was mixing around.. and we were dismiss early as most of e class including me going for Chinese oral at 2pm.. omg.. stomach pain now??? when i going into e examination hall?? sigh.. gotta Tahan! finally my turn came after 1 hr 20 mins.. sitting there paining and controlling while keeping my nervousness down..
AaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaH!!!!! I screwed up e oral.. T.T too nervous liao.. i panicked throughout e whole session with e examiners.. die die Im so dead.. T.T my passage i stutter here and there due to my nervousness.. and when e conversation topic was read.. my brain went empty.. like its being flushed away with all my knowledge gone in an instant second.. aaaaaaaah CRISIS!!
when home alone.. sobering and banging my alrdy hurt fist on and hard things i can see.. I was more furious with myself why i panicked.. Useless me.. reached home and started looking at e neoprint that i jus received in e morning from YH.. and she say its from ah gong.. but i kept wondering why she dun wan to pass to me herself.. sigh.. chance God.. pls give me another chance..well e neoprint was nice.. and dat made me smile sillily at my table.. ah gong.. is really really very cute=)
came msgs from some online friends saying that they took e exams too.. and was equally as bad as me.. haha finally i found ppl with me other than from e school to agree with..continue watching after dinner and wanted to do my maths Relative Velocity Ws.. and guess wad it was left in school.. Fuming with anger again.. Why Why?? I finally can seat down eagerly wanting to do e ws and its not here.. nvm then decided to use this time to blog this post.. sigh.. wadde.. stomachache again.. this is simply.T.T..
love ya for who ya are.. and not what ya are.. a phrase worth keeping my mind occupied with thoughts..
Sunday, July 01, 2007
A Bloody Sunday
ooh hi.. spare e moodiness..sigh.. been feeling down this weekend.. so im making this day Youth's Problems day..aaaaah my head hurts.. but not as pain as my heart..
Today went to my first Adam Khoo's module 2 at Tiong Bahru area.. was so sleepy at first.. but hav to wake up early to prepare.. sigh.. Sun seems impossible for svc to CHC.. sori cg ppl T.T reached there feeling moody.. down and silent.. e class was fun.. it made me happy and get to know some ppl there.. but still my mouth still no following me.. its always =( and e trainer say i shld smile more.. seems like im e onli 1 there with moody aura..sigh.. wad to do.. im feeling moody when shes moody..
went back home after dat via train and saw my aunt , uncle and my grandma at home alrdy.. then greet them and went back to my room and be with myself..basically its moody day.. not much work done and still cant think.. sigh i misplace my Eng 10 yr series which im suppose to do.. wad a week.. Hope tml i can enjoy myself with e movie with Maurice and others.. and 1 more thing..
im so sori ah gong for everything i hav done to make ya stress.. im now in my guilt.. really sori..
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