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Tuesday, July 03, 2007


Simply T.T...

sigh.. today back to school was so emotionless.. after 3 days of moaning.. soul searching.. sitting down at a corner.. rubbing e dits and dots of tears on my eyes.. now back to school without thinking much other than seeing ah gong.. hope shes still ok.. i dun expect her to forgive me instantly.. i jus wan her to smile again.. without stress and all e comfort with her friends.. even if i hav to be sadden and left at a corner of her heart..

sigh.. Tues with a chapel session.. i felt more comfortable when singing praise and worship.. certainly God's power is true.. it calms my heart from my grieves at dat moment.. well e pastor of e day did remind me to look positive in life.. hope this msg does reach her heart..

during CME period was slack.. here and there small groups are formed and doing their own stuffs.. even Mr Kee was mixing around.. and we were dismiss early as most of e class including me going for Chinese oral at 2pm.. omg.. stomach pain now??? when i going into e examination hall?? sigh.. gotta Tahan! finally my turn came after 1 hr 20 mins.. sitting there paining and controlling while keeping my nervousness down..

AaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaH!!!!! I screwed up e oral.. T.T too nervous liao.. i panicked throughout e whole session with e examiners.. die die Im so dead.. T.T my passage i stutter here and there due to my nervousness.. and when e conversation topic was read.. my brain went empty.. like its being flushed away with all my knowledge gone in an instant second.. aaaaaaaah CRISIS!!

when home alone.. sobering and banging my alrdy hurt fist on and hard things i can see.. I was more furious with myself why i panicked.. Useless me.. reached home and started looking at e neoprint that i jus received in e morning from YH.. and she say its from ah gong.. but i kept wondering why she dun wan to pass to me herself.. sigh.. chance God.. pls give me another chance..well e neoprint was nice.. and dat made me smile sillily at my table.. ah gong.. is really really very cute=)

came msgs from some online friends saying that they took e exams too.. and was equally as bad as me.. haha finally i found ppl with me other than from e school to agree with..continue watching after dinner and wanted to do my maths Relative Velocity Ws.. and guess wad it was left in school.. Fuming with anger again.. Why Why?? I finally can seat down eagerly wanting to do e ws and its not here.. nvm then decided to use this time to blog this post.. sigh.. wadde.. stomachache again.. this is simply.T.T..

love ya for who ya are.. and not what ya are.. a phrase worth keeping my mind occupied with thoughts..

Yuki the Snowed blogged at 8:40 pm

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