Tuesday, September 11, 2007
100 post accomplished!!
Ok its been a while since i last post due to many constrains like e coming exams.. Prelims.. *wails* but i tried to studied hard during e school holidays to catch up with my studies.. Not really sure but i guess i did made some improvements ba..
During this few days was another hill and valley mood.. Dunno why and what caused me to be like this.. I feel so tired.. Tired of everything.. Tired of wad this world can offer me.. Im jus so down in e heart.. Thanks to my so-called 'pokerface' no 1 can notice.. Maybe it was due to stress for e exams or maybe i jus missed ah gong too much..
Recently i really miss her so much.. I wanted to hav a conversation with her but always e prelims are around e corner and her mum's nagging is inevitable.. I really miss her laughing and joyful feeling emitting from her..i looked back at my past.. Have i really been a good guy for her to accept me.. Have i cause her to shed more tears than giving her joy and comfort? Have i not open my eyes and see e opportunities she had given to me was a sacrifice from her.. Im really a stupid person..i really want to give her blessings unconditionally and wholeheartedly.. But it seems my unconscious mind is against wad i want..
I want to be there for her and i hope that she ll be there for me..supporting each other in times of need..i need her support right now.. Like a dying plant wishing for sunlight to shine over it..
Ah gong i really need you...
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
Adobe Photoshop Elements for supernatural abilities