Wednesday, January 30, 2008
If u are unlucky.. then compare mine...
sigh... *deep sigh*
sunday night I submitted the JAE form with almost every choices is dear's. Was considering for quite long time dat day although i was playing games.. sigh.. after that.. went to chat with dear and went to the toilet.. If u ever trip the door and got hit by the incoming door and curse and swear to acclaim yer bad luck.. u haven heard mine... I tripped and hit the door 6 times in 2 secs and continuously rebouncing.. now what is bad luck??
continuing the curse fate... I went to send dear early in the morning to TPJC and went back home.. but i left my phone on the bus and wanted to go back but the bus was leaving and sped off.. I ran as fast as i could but couldnt catch up.. I was devastated that morning and went to call so mani times back to my phone.. onli 1 picked up and silence.. sigh..
went home and was reprimanded by dad of course and went to seek ways to retrieve the phone.. but to no avail... sigh.. wads more.. the com is locked out from my usage..
but in this moment of despair and unhappiness.. I still could have some happiness. I realise that off all hopes seem lost.. I still hav 1 shining more brightly in my sight.. I still have dear and thats all that matters.. if i lost u.. there wont be a reason to live on le..
around dear's end of school time, I went to meet dear and went home with her.. and took pictures and videos together.. haha.. A new addition to 'that' thing le haha~
tues and today was deprived of phone and dear must hav miss me as much as i miss her T.T
today is grayson and gary last day.. so wont be seeing them le till the chalet.. haha..but its good for them to use their time for a better purpose now..
today went for squash with Tse Siong and Yao Rui and it was quite fun.. but i always want to go home... reason.. i wan to use com and rest more!! went home and rested b4 using the com and add some nice stuffs to 'that' thing and now blogging this. sigh tml school again.. hope its going to less tiring..
dear.. thank you for staying by me when all hope seems lost
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Post Results- A celebration or a disaster
yo yo~ today felt like blogging abt the past 3 days activities~ lets start with Fri
Fri was a day off by SRJC to choose the JAE results and Mon is oso going to be another free day so i woke up late and went to play com~ well some1 misses me a lot SOOoo~ she ask me out!! haha dear~ mwuahh~ then went to meet her after her school ended and ate at Tampines Fish and Co. and it was expensive! no money to go take neoprint T.T but we took some nice photos together hehe~ went home and use the com to add more things to 'that' thing and chatted with dear till sleep time arrives~
Sat woke up early and continue with 'that' thing and went to cg! Omg i was too engrossed on playing psp that i overshot the station by 3 stops.. supposed to alight at Toa Payoh but arrived at Ang Mo Kio T.T aaaa~ then was late of course and continued to cg meeting. After that went to Church and had prayer meeting and svc started on time~ and the svc was super great! Felt the presence of the Holy Spirit flowing through the hall. Man i cried buckets but it was great! The feeling was unexplainable. The power of God's love. After the service headed home and i thought something was at home but in actual fact there isnt T.T after that went to play a bit and continued on 'that' thing and chatted with dear again.. sorry dear i dampen the mood..
Sun woke up and lie on bed till afternoon and use the com till now sia.. wow.. keep on thinkin of dear and was waiting for her sms to come~ but nooo~ i smsed first!! but i bet she is happy~ haha.. dear~ gambate~ yer work ll be done by today~ I think tonight going to make dear sleep early~ she has been sleeping late because of me.. sigh.. i feeling guilty every night now.. Tml ll be free and the time used ll be to....... meet dear~ yay! jus cant wait to see her again~ haha mwuahh~
1 word 1 voice 1 love 1 life
Thursday, January 24, 2008
A day of panic, joy and excitement!
today is the day!! aaaa so frightened yet so excited to receive my results.. woke up early and started preparing the lunch for dear~ haha.. was super last min as i jus got the items yesterday afternoon.. the result was superb haha! after packing i went to play some games to calm myself( basically is to make me less nervous) and went to school after that..
dear was late as she went out with the gila ppl and had lunch then she rushed to school on time to receive the results.. haha.. I was there biting my nails in despair.. soon ppl got their results and a lot of ppl were over the moon~ haha then gaze over at dear and she was happy! haha.. but then i felt.. if like this i must hav not done as well le.. but the truth was different!! I scored 14!!!! YES!!! GREAT!! BANZAI!!! WOOOHOOO~ haha and i was jus 1 point more than dear~ haha~ yay~ then went around to ask for their results and as i was enquiring i saw some ppl crying.. oooo it must be sad for them ba...
then stayed in the hall with dear and her group and went to mau group sometimes and chit chat haha.. after that went with dear at the void deck area and gave her the lunch hehe.. although lunch was super long time ago haha.. i prepared pork in oriental sauce with chicken rice hehe~ *feed dear* ate for like 1.5 hr @.@ and went to camwhore at the playground haha.. too bad some1 bought over the liberty to post them on the blog=P haha..
jus went home and my parents gave me a goodjob smile haha!! hope something surprising ll be given to me!! well it wont be a surprise if i go ask them rite haha.. lets wait and see~ Im so happy today and that finally the cloud of doubts is gone over my head haha.. A lvls with dear~ HERE I COME!!!!
1314!! who buying 4D? hehe dear wan??=P
Monday, January 21, 2008
17 Jan!!
sigh 17 was not available due to the new timetable schedule but went out with dear on 18 as both of us end early haha... went to tp to hav lunch before heading to Square2 to look for our ring=) at last we found 1 but it was too loose and so we chose another 1 with not much of a design but i noe its filled with love haha..
dear~ I LOVE THE RING~ haha~ dear oso gave me a bottle with a heart~ yay I LOVE IT TOO DEAR MWUAHH~~ haha
sat and sun was getting rdy for camp for sec3 but then yesterday was feeling sick and so didnt go in the end T,T but i stayed at home today and rested and used com a while..
AAAaaaa this thursday ll be the day of results!! Im so scared and yet looking forward to it.. MUST BE ABLE TO GO SAME SCHOOL WITH DEAR AND SAME CLASS!! AAAAAAAAAA
hope we are destined.. I wan to be with ya all the time dear~ pls pls TP choose wisely for us=)
Dear~ A world of wonders ll start with ya..
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
A week ahead~
aaaa wad a long time since i last blogged!! okok cause was busy the last week so didnt blog.. well here is a review on the whole week
Fri didnt go to school so was staying at home playing computer=P haha~ but i really miss dear a lot that day...*wonder did dear miss me a lot* hmmm~
Sat went to TP and SP with dear, yq, cheng hui, alvin, kelvin, jun hao and later met huishan, liyun and eunice ng.. it was quite interesting and i got some info on wad i would consider if i chose to take the poly path.. but i doubt it unless dear chose it too XD haha.. went to tp first and spent most of the time there and look for many different courses offer..
Sun was slacking again.. used com playing and msning dear~ haha.. didnt went out but i got a new stuff that day=P dear must guess hor~! haha..
Mon was the start of lesson in SRJC and was quite tiring.. PE last lesson and i didnt noe!! my timetable is not given to me~ T.T but still manage to survive the class and after class went straight to look for dear and went home with her.. dear~ i miss ya so much!! haha.. dear must be soooo happy to see me that day right?? hehe.. then went around my house area with dear and sent her to the bus stop before going home...went home and did some hmwk and use com a while then usual chat with dear~ haha
Tues was quite ok too but it ended late then went to GMSS to collect the GOOD PROGRESS AWARD and the letter for excuse for next week sec 3 camp.. I mistook the msg MS CHENG SENT TO ME AND THOUGHT IT WAS MRS CHNG!! @.@ haha after that went home and chiong hmwk and miss dear a lot.. sigh dear reached home at 8+ sia.. dear dun sad next time i go tp we can go home tgt at 8+ too~! haha~! dear~~~
today was tired and had PE in the morning and that drain a lot of my energy for the day.. sigh then went for squash practise today but it was quite fun haha.. squeeze the sponge so nice~ haha jkjk squash is to hit the small ball onto the wall and exchange hits on the wall with the other person.. after that went home and chat with dear on the bus till her mum screamed... sigh sorry dear everytime always let ya kana scolding.. dear punish me too pls... i dun wan ya to suffer alone... T.T dear~ then after her mama go bath, dear called back and chat till i going to bathe=P haha dear~ then jus did physics hmwk and was stuck on some but nvm tml can go through.. haha.. tonight hope both dear and I can sleep early.. dear~ lets meet in the dream again~ haha!! dear~~~~ i miss ya... i dun wan to be seperated by schools...
dear~ a day of missing ya tear my heart apart... dun even think abt 3 months...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
SRJC officially starts orientation sigh tml is going to be even more hiong than today and its ending later too T.TT.T sigh hope after this orientation i could hav my zen and slack time haha.. then going out to meet beloved dear will be easier.. haha=) I jus cant wait to see her on sat!! oh ya i sign up for community champions counsel aka CCC , shooting and squash! haha..dear if onl u were here.. our pain could be lessen... dear~ i love u, thats why i kept insisting my way today...
hi~ its been a few days le.. and SRJC is still quite okay except for the college dance which i dun like. First of all i wan to say that most of the activity is fun and tiring especially today... but there is a college dance again and i dun like it.. sigh pls dun torture me anymore..well today we played wet games and it was quite fun.. first game is to get yer butt wet first @.@ my garments T.T.. then shirt for the next activity and pants again.. i was close to giving up but my mind was focusing on the better and more meaningful dear~ haha!.. after that me and my new friends went to hav lunch at toiletbreak.. imagine a 15 min eating spree.. haha.. after that was lunch -_-"" then went back for the most annoying thing... dance... sigh... jus remove this activity from the list and it makes every1 happy.. when i mean every1.. it means the whole college... and more importantly dear... sigh.. and because of that dance... it made my time after that miserable.. i felt guity... i dun wan this to happen... sigh.. im sorry dear.. but tml i promise i will never EVER do the dance again..
Monday, January 07, 2008
SRJCIAN life...
yo ppl~ today school was not quite interesting la.. kinda feel that pon today shld be ok.. haha.. but got a few things to matter... I got posted to a the course SMCP and sigh the newly found friends had to seperate.. gotten used to hang around with them le.. hope can see them in TP when the PAE is over haha..
today oso got my College Polo Tee!! haha.. look quite ok but i prefer black ( cause it look like the PEC black Tee haha..) then today went to orthodontist to change the metalic braces in front.. quite pain sigh especailly on my sensitive tooth.. owww.. How i wish dear was there haha.. after that went home and started my 'project'.. hmmm~ until now jus ended for the day.. i hope can collect as many resources as possible before deadline.. haha.. its going to be great dear~ haha!!
gone are the days when i could only dream of holding ya... now i can finally hold ya dear~
Friday, January 04, 2008
17 years old at last!
yay! today my birthday~ I wan to thank every1 for wishing me happy birthday. Im so happy*wipe tears* this morning was chatting at 12 with dear hehe... FIRST!! and only be first haha!! then went to sleep and head to school.. well it was ok as there is no talk haha.. Dzul my new friend show some magic then went to have team building games and had to go for college dance...T.T.. i dun wan to do!!! cause i had to pair with another girl... sigh.... i felt guilty sia.. but it was quickly over... haha.. enjoyed to dance ONLY to a certain extent that i get to learn to dance hehe.. and I CAN DO WITH DEAR ONE DAY TOO!!! haha
after that went out with dear to celebrate my birthday~ went to bugis and ate at Swensens. We shared a pizza and had ice cream! haha.. after that rush like mad to catch Alien Vs Predator 2.. haha.. wow nice bloody scenes hehe.. dear was so warm~~ hee=P after that took some neoprints and went home.. waa i love dear's present!! haha.. its a card all abt me and chocolates my fav. and a puzzle which i haven solve.. haha.. later i guess my famly ll be celebrating my birthday haha.. this probably is my best birthday yet!! haha..
dear~ thank you so so so much~ i could see ya put in a lot of efforts in the present!
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
SRJCians
sigh today woke up with a sleepy tone then feel like sleeping somemore.. thought abt dear a moment then went to get rdy for school... went to gmss to take bus 80 with winston and reached SRJC at 7.22 waaaaa... stupid traffic jam haha... then started orientation.. I was posted to Draco 8 and no body i knew was in that group.. aaaa so for the first 2 hours was super quiet haha.. but after the ice-breaker games.. we knew each other more then start to talk haha.. after that went ot hav break and continued with with talks on the subject combi then dismiss after that... took bus 81 to Tampanies.. and little did i know i can go straight to TPJC with this bus!! aaaaaa I got direct bus to Dear le~ haha!! went to eat at Tampanies and had a stupid haircut!! darn... make me look so werid.. going to die tml T.TT.T sigh.. after that went home and hurry call dear the moment she is out from school!! yay!! haha... chatted till she went home and kana scolded =p sori dear @.@.. went playing and chatting with dear on msn!! yay~ hehe.. later going to chat again woooohooo!!! haha... i miss ya so much dear~
Ah gong, I miss ya alot everyday! I kept thinking of you today! Every moment! I wan to continue thinking of ya every single moment!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
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yay!~! A new year has arrived! haha.. wonder what ll happen in JC though! haha
yesterday went to school to collect the stupid award but.... IT WAS CLOSE AGAIN!!! ARRRGH! second time alrdy!! so after that went to cut hair at Jeanyip at Marine Parade! haha first time there to try out their salon.. quite nice and my hair was shorten.. dunno whether JC allow anot T.TT.T then went to BK and buy lunch and camp at Zion for an hour then took great strides home by walking... went home and was complained by my parents say the hair was not nice! .. nvm i like it can alrdy haha.. thx dear for supporting me=D Use com till 11 and watch Coffee Prince at 10 then went to chat with dear till conference came and we shouted new year's warcry at the stroke of midnight. after the commotion was over.. went back to chat with dear till 3 am~ hehe.. no mama's nagging le~ haha...
today woke up at 10am feeling so sleepy.. *yawn* and watch tv and use com till now.. jus found W325 blog!! yay! haha...*add link* B.NET sucks.. always DC.. sian.. sigh.. wonder is it my com prob or the game prob or even worse my internet prob... T.TT.T later dunno wad to do leh... sigh tml must go SR le~ MY TP~!! MY DEAR~~~ boo hoo hoo.. sigh.. they said if wan to leave early must contact the orientation group leader then can leave hehe.. 4th jan im going to leave v.early hehehehe... then... 1 of the things i dun like abt SR is... NO DIRECT BUS TO THE FREAKING ULU LOCATION!! non of the bus at MY bus stop has a bus there.. sian.. like this must wake up even earlier..... sigh.. begining to detest that school liao... hope i wont end up there.. anyway new year is suppose to be happy.. haha.. so lets celebrate!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
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deary~ I ll miss ya every sec there...
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